ਜਾ ਕੈ ਰਿਦੈ ਬਿਸ੍ਵਾਸੁ ਪ੍ਰਭ ਆਇਆ ॥ ਤਤੁ ਗਿਆਨੁ ਤਿਸੁ ਮਨਿ ਪ੍ਰਗਟਾਇਆ ॥
One whose heart is filled with faith in God, the essence of spiritual wisdom is revealed to his mind.
This website acts as a central repository for all my musings and meditations. Since I began to take the spiritual path seriously in December 2025, I have found that writing my revelations and discoveries leads to more of them; if you cherish your gifts, you will receive more of them.
Aside
[It’s not necessarily that God or the Divine is like a human being in this case, i.e., He is dependent appreciation, but it’s rather about our own proclivity. By refusing to value, the river of Divinity stagnates. It no longer flows.]
I began my journey at the beginning of 2026 by keeping these gifts in a small pocket notebook inspired by Anne-Laure Le Cunff’s Tiny Experiments (2025) which I read around that time. I kept it going until about May 2026, where the momentum finally fizzled out. There are many reasons for this, but a key reason was that the notebook was not indexable; I did not even know what I had.
So, I thought to digitize my notes using Obsidian, which I began in August of 2026.
Format
My notes tend to be meditations on certain topics I’m thinking about (e.g., learning, essences, the spiritual path). This is the form that my ideas have naturally taken. I find meditation to be a more amenable form to my thinking anyways; I have long since forsaken any attempt to convince others “rationally” and while I have not reached the end of the journey, I believe that I have made sufficient enough progress to be hopelessly outside the realm of objectivity with respect to spiritual matters.
I originally envisioned building a deeply connected zettlekasten of knowledge. I have found, though, that this is not a natural way of thinking for my brain. As I was recently discussing with a friend, I have trouble visualizing things. It’s why I’ve always struggled with geometry and geography. Instead, I find myself more comfortable with fuzzy logic and logical statements, the likes of which we find in algebra and computer science (I vividly remember telling my friend that I was “literally built for computer science”). That has manifested in my note-taking as well. I find the added complexity of a web of notes to be too much for me to handle. When I attempted a zettlekasten multiple times in the past, I have given it up rather quickly.
So, unless a note directly ties to another, I have not attempted to wire anything up. Ideas tend to stand on their own as individual meditations. You may begin with any.
For a deeper exploration of my PKM strategy—although the document is a bit out of date currently—, see PKM Philosophy.
A note
Please note that all such ideas are products of context: time, space, and other various influences. While I don’t think I’ve found a reason to disavow something I’ve written, my understanding of topics deepens with the passage of time. As such, I may be able to express these ideas more coherently in the present moment. Yet, old notes serve as a beautiful artifact of the journey. So, I’ll be keeping them up.
Notes
To get started, here are a few notes that represent the current pinnacle of my understanding:
I also provide a list of all of my notes. I recommend sorting them in reverse chronological order via the modified time column:
| Name | Mtime | Aliases | Source | Tags |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| everything already exists | "2026-08-26T14:44:00.000Z" | — | Maltz 2015, experience | notes/idea, notes/learning, notes/experiental |
| mistaken exegesis of gurbani | "2026-08-26T14:37:00.000Z" | — | gurbani | notes/idea, notes/spirituality, notes/gurbani, notes/aarth |
| we have to go through a period of wanting | "2026-08-26T14:35:00.000Z" | we make mistakes to figure out the right way | gurbani, Conversations With God - Walsch | notes/idea, notes/spirituality, notes/experiental |
| mellowing and infusing | "2026-08-26T14:28:00.000Z" | — | gurbani | notes/idea, notes/spirituality, notes/experiental |
| we are what we percieve | "2026-08-26T14:24:00.000Z" | — | 2026-08-11, Disappearance of the Universe - Renard, gurbani | notes/idea, notes/spirituality, notes/experiental |
| the marriage home | "2026-08-26T14:19:00.000Z" | — | gurbani | notes/idea, notes/experiental, notes/spirituality |
| neither gods nor demons get it | "2026-08-26T14:12:00.000Z" | — | gurbani | notes/spirituality, notes/idea, notes/experiental |
| back to the first step | "2026-08-26T14:10:00.000Z" | — | Disappearance of the Universe - Renard | notes/idea, notes/spirituality, notes/learning |
| necessary distance | "2026-08-12T14:29:00.000Z" | — | — | notes/idea, notes/learning, notes/experiental |
| all practices are meant to collapse | "2026-08-12T12:34:00.000Z" | — | — | notes/idea, notes/practice, notes/spirituality |
| the essence of all acts | "2026-08-12T12:30:00.000Z" | — | — | notes/idea, notes/essence, notes/experiental |
| dreams on dreams on dreams | "2026-09-15T09:41:00.000Z" | — | A Course in Miracles, Conversations With God - Walsch, gurbani | notes/idea, notes/experiental, notes/spirituality |
| how to get revelations | "2026-10-06T21:50:00.000Z" | — | Guru | notes/idea, notes/essence, notes/spirituality, notes/practice |
| deterioration | "2026-10-06T21:37:00.000Z" | — | Guru | notes/idea, notes/learning, notes/practice |
| dukh daroo & you have to start | "2026-09-17T15:41:00.000Z" | — | — | notes/idea, notes/gurbani, notes/experiental |
| the meaning of haumai | "2026-08-13T12:28:00.000Z" | — | gurbani | notes/idea, notes/experiental, notes/spirituality |
| call upon the vision of divinity | "2026-08-13T12:12:00.000Z" | — | A Course in Miracles, Disappearance of the Universe - Renard, gurbani | notes/idea, notes/spirituality, notes/instructions, notes/experiental |
| leave the reins in His hands | "2026-08-13T11:57:00.000Z" | — | gurbani | notes/idea, notes/experiental, notes/practice, notes/spirituality |
| It takes time to get back to the same place | "2026-08-06T14:13:00.000Z" | — | — | evergreen, time, spirituality, journey |
| It is an illusion | "2026-08-06T14:08:00.000Z" | — | — | evergreen, spirituality, metaphysics, illusion |
| Man is A Shakti-Worshipper | "2026-08-06T14:02:00.000Z" | — | — | evergreen, psychology, spirituality |
| Proper Deep Breathing | "2026-08-06T13:13:00.000Z" | — | — | evergreen, physicality, mechanics |
| bhagat | "2026-09-13T21:51:00.000Z" | — | gurbani | notes/experiental, notes/idea, notes/spirituality |
| the art of waiting | "2026-08-15T17:06:00.000Z" | — | experience | notes/experiental, notes/practice, notes/spirituality |
| gravity | "2026-08-15T16:45:00.000Z" | — | experience | notes/experiental, notes/spirituality, notes/practice |
| you only have a relationship with a person you spend time with | "2026-08-15T16:36:00.000Z" | — | gurbani | notes/experiental, notes/spirituality |
| erudition is time-bound | "2026-08-08T14:02:00.000Z" | — | — | evergreen, learning, knowing, now |
| CWG vs DU | "2026-08-08T13:59:00.000Z" | — | — | evergreen, spirituality, illusion, metaphysics |
| imperfect practices lead to perfection | "2026-08-08T13:58:00.000Z" | — | — | evergreen, spirituality, practice, journey |
| If there is no causation... | "2026-09-14T20:41:00.000Z" | — | Atlas/Sources/All Things are Full of Gods - Hart, https://substack.com/@aubstubo/note/c-332114458?r=5okg0f | evergreen |
| suraj parkash | "2026-10-05T13:17:00.000Z" | — | — | notes/idea, notes/practice, notes/experiental |
| where am I located | "2026-08-17T11:35:00.000Z" | — | experience | notes/idea, notes/spirituality, notes/experiental |
| you have to see it for yourself | "2026-08-17T11:33:00.000Z" | — | gurbani | notes/idea, notes/spirituality, notes/aarth |
| satgur | "2026-09-25T13:45:00.000Z" | — | gurbani | notes/idea, notes/experiental |
| Once we set down this illusion, we become calm | "2026-08-07T12:30:00.000Z" | — | — | evergreen, spirituality, learning, action, time |
| I am the pivot | "2026-08-07T11:48:00.000Z" | I am the constraint | — | evergreen, spirituality, illusion, action |
| Preview of Experiences | "2026-08-07T11:48:00.000Z" | — | — | evergreen, spirituality, learning, knowing, journey |
| We only ever do a few things | "2026-08-07T11:48:00.000Z" | — | — | evergreen |
| How is God in the World? | "2026-08-07T11:47:00.000Z" | — | — | evergreen, spirituality, knowing, detachment |
| How to Read | "2026-08-07T11:46:00.000Z" | — | — | evergreen, learning, knowing |
| The Purpose Of Learning | "2026-08-07T11:46:00.000Z" | — | — | evergreen |
| Use of the Illusion | "2026-08-07T11:46:00.000Z" | — | — | evergreen |